My message today:
Sometimes I turn on the Joel Osteen Service on Sunday mornings.
Sometimes he is speaking right directly to me, sometimes it's just a
nice reminder or lovely positive message for me.
Today he was speaking right directly at me. His bottom line today was
"Seek God in everything in your life. Say thank you for everything in
your life, even, and especially, the mundane. If you seek God and stay
in Gratitude, many many blessings will come to u, far greater then u can
imagine or make happen by yourself."
I have decided this week to let go of a very toxic situation in my life.
I have been holding on to this situation for many, many, many reasons
(some of which I don't even realize consciously), not the smallest being
that I make $1200/mo from this situation. This past week, I decided no
more. I am trusting, asking for and open to receiving whatever shows
up now to help me. I fully know that whatever shows up will not look
like anything I can come up with or create all on my own, I'm going to
need many things I have no control over to happen.
I also know I need to be thankful for what I do have in my life, and I
have a lot. So so so many things have transpired for me to let me get
to where I am now. So many people have come into my life in a BEYOND
random way that has helped me get where I am today. I have much bigger
dreams and aspirations and know I am on the road to much bigger things
than I could have EVER have let myself imagine or even begin to step
into doing and being even a year ago.
On the very same day, I found out that my Bella's cancer was making an
appearance in her sweet little body again. Since then we have been on a
healing mission. I now know that we have months, probably many months,
instead of the days or weeks that I had feared and my vet had thought
due to the pain she was in that day. She is now and Rollin along again,
and I have been reminded ONCE AGAIN, that we are given gifts in our
lives, and we need to be grateful for them, not take them for granted,
in any way, shape or form.
So his message spoke directly to me: Seek God, Be in gratitude for
everything, ASK for and RECEIVE miracles and profound, unbelieveable
happenings in my life, ALLOW them to show up, to KNOW that things I
can't even imagine will show up if I trust Spirit that will not evolve
and happen if I go into fear in any way...to Stay in Love, because Love
and connection and trust and being grateful for my Life, is really all
there really is.
