Where am I lacking consistency?

Where am I lacking consistency?

Do you honestly ask yourself that? Honestly. Consistency is the key to achieving anything. The crucial key. Everything builds on everything else on the road to creation.

Generally, we don't have skill issues, we have choice and commitment and follow through issues. Be committed, don't just check things off of a list! There is a huge body of research put there that being born with absolute talent is a myth. The thing that makes a person successful is practice, furthermore, perfect practice...many of us opt for giving up and believing it is just luck or simply a gift we don't have that is keeping us from a desire, when it really is as simple as getting hyper focused and consistent in our efforts, practice and follow through that we need to do.

Fast tracking to consistency and creation in our lives:
----good choices, good habits
*think less, do more-be able to just go thru it and do it, it's a habit!
*practice more
*if it's hard, sign up
*if it's scary, do the highest level
*ask more
*complain never
*share your ideas, not your valuable time
*worry less
* trust more
*Remember the demons (even demons have to sleep, it's going to pass, it's going to change)

Honestly ask yourself, "At what point did I decide that somebody else was going to: take The spot intended for me, Have the dream I want, do what I want to do?!". Why did you give up? How would everything change for you if you knew that it could all change if you just leaned in, focused and stayed consistent in everything you did? Wow! Whew, that takes off so much pressure!

Life moves as you move. Be consistent.

You have to risk and get out of your own way to create what you want!

I am sitting at the airport waiting standby to get on a flight because I missed my flight 12 hours earlier.  Not the best use of my day and I have to admit that the day of not doing anything has been needed.

3 weeks ago, I started considering selling my house.  Within days, I decided to do it.  It made sense in absolutely every way:  the market is crazy hot and it would sell at a huge profit for me in a matter of days (which it did), I could use that money to have breathing room and to invest in myself and my business, bringing me even more money in the long run, I could invest a hug chunk of it and grow it even more then buy back in within a few years, I couldn't afford to do all of the things I want to do and that really need to be done to my house...on and on.  There's just one problem:  I absolutely love my house and my yard and I am extremely attached to it.

To say the last few weeks have been emotionally tumultuous is perhaps an understatement.  This letting go process has been extremely difficult.  You  see, I have never had any real stability in my life.  My life has been a very long series of having to let go, and not little things, of big things...my mother before I was 10, living in 5 different houses before graduating from high school, the money I inherited from my grandfather upon starting college, the sweet sweet boyfriend I had in my 20s and who was possibly my only stability in my life (but I knew I just wasn't supposed to be with), the rest of the money I inherited from my grandfather upon his wife's death during my marriage, letting go of the house in California that I loved, my marriage, my job giving that i me stability here in Colorado, my Bella, and now, I'm voluntarily letting go of my house here...the only place I know I belong and that absolutely belongs to me...it seems that my life in all ways has absolutely been a process of unbecoming and it having significance on 

Of course, all of these letting gos all eventually led to another piece for me, another evolution, another path into something else...AND this one is excruciating for me.  I absolutely feel like I am being ripped part on the inside.  Of course, when the decision was made, I took action, I had some repairs done that needed to be done, I took to cleaning then completely detailing my house while it was completely torn up with the workers there, then we got It listed, then we had to decide on which offer to accept...all the while, I was torn at the knowing that I was consciously choosing to let go of my beloved house, even if it absolutely makes absolute rational sense...the decision is ripping me up inside.  My body, heart and mind are absolutely exhausted and my body feels completely off kilter.

AND I choose it.  I choose growth, I choose more, I choose my next step, over and over and over...it's the only way...for me, it is the only way for my life, myself and my body...  

For everyBody, it is the only way to move into what YOU want, physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.  It is the only way for growth and change and stepping into what's next and moving into what's next for you.  Many people don't choose it.  It's all a choice, how badly do u want it?  

Life moves as u move!!!